&the greying vision

Friday, February 01, 2008 10:34 PM

why is it every friday that LESBAND have to suffer alot?!
previous friday, it was hell.
this friday was hell again.
ALL FOR THE TGIF?
what a TGIF man!

IT HURTS ME WHEN I SEE MY DEAR LESBAND CRIED IN FRONT OF ME.
IT HURTS ME WHEN I SEE THEM SUFFER SO MUCH.
IT HURTS ME WHEN I SEE THEM UNDER SO MUCH STRESS.

being the oldest, i realise the need to be stronger than them.
being the oldest, i know i got to put up a strong face to encourage them.
being the oldest, i alr know how to think of the different issues.

being the one who has been thru immense stress last term and last sem, i really don't want them to end up the same thing i've been thru.
it was A HELL, I SWEAR!
being the one who have been thru all those, i realise the need to relax, but some how, i know it hard.

why when there's no problems, there'll be no problems.
why when problems arises, THERE'S ALOT OF PROBLEMS.

really, can i end this whole term faster?
I WOULD FORGO MY CNY CELEBRATION.
I WOULD FORGO MY EVERYTHING JUST TO LET THIS SHIT END.

and i still got to study for my LEADERSHIP!
~~fuck you.~~

THANK YOU TP, FOR GIVING US SUCH A SHITTY SEMESTER!

[edited]

after reading the post i've posted,

why when there's no problems, there'll be no problems.
why when problems arises, THERE'S ALOT OF PROBLEMS.

wouldn't it be a question to the world again?
i'm sick and tired of all these shit!
question on human beings.
question on the nature.
even question on religion.
when will all these end?

while saying all these, will the pastor that boneng said be true?
will we be the last batch of human beings on earth?
will be experience the 7 years of fake peace?
will we be seeing the red blooded moon in our lifetime?
there's too much question that i want an answer!
but, i know i won't get an answer until i experience it.
or maybe even i die.

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